Last week I was in a bind about my job. Some things that shall be nameless happened, and I didn’t know whether I should resign or not. In my lunch hour, I stepped out into a beautiful blue day, still chilly but exhilarating. I followed my feet as they led me to the library. Perhaps my wise friend would be there. When I turned the corner, there he was, sitting outside on a bench in the sun, eating his lunch! Coincidence, timing? Everything and everyone is connected, has a vibration. He looked up from his peanut butter sandwich and said ‘Hello.’ I sat down beside him, somewhat reluctantly, knowing he was a man who relished solitude. He was taking a break from his daily writings. “I don’t know what to do,” I began. “Yes?” he said, and I saw his eyes registering that something significant was coming. “I have a problem at work,” I said, keeping it short. His blue eyes went into pondering mode, somewhere far away, and then he said: “But your writing is your work.”
And with that, he stopped my train of thought–such an apt description: a train with carriages (thoughts) linked one to another, all speeding along until the train (the mind) stops at the terminus. I laughed out loud and got up, wanting to leave him in peace after his simple revelation. Money had been a part of it; being professional another part. But he was of course right: my work is to write.
Pamela, Thanks for this of course—and him. My train of thought/editing has picked up who knows what–tumbleweeds, dust, grit, no doubt a cow or two, and I don’t know how many trains have linked on. I’m going for a walk and try to come back with just the engine and a dining car. Please tell your friend hello and that I hope his writing is going well. K.